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Addicted to vaginal skin! How sick is this!
I agree this is very sick!
Wow, i wonder how they thought that one up!
HAHA lol
that was taken from Death metal band Cannibal Corpse
a great band...
Wow, can you imagine the shape the person who drew THAT was is!
was in*

sorry, been a long day.
hmmm............. not ringing a bell
oh man thats scary,,its like the demonic version of peppermint patty.
Cannibal Corpse!
if they are addicted to vaginal skin, is there a 12 step program for getting off of that?
"i took the knife and i cut from her throat, down to her anus and i cut out the vagina....and ate it" - From the song in question
EEWWWW!!!
No thank you, i'll stick to Metallica!
wow.
thats a little twisted.
not cool.
Yup little on the sicked side.
That's just wrong, wrong, wrong
Yep, someone needs help or think of Rosie O'Donnell naked.
I'm somewhat relieved to read that it comes from a "Cannibal Corpse" song, but it's still physchologically horrifying.
O_o
I agree Nina, very disturbing!
Lovely...
some people are just gross
THIS is creepy
I am going with Janice this is SO SO SICK.
thats actually a song done by the band ''cannibal corpse'' check em out they're mint its off the album ''tomb of the mutilated'' so i think this is cool :D
What was that picture on the wall? What was it about?
fuck knows, the picture is... just there lol
scary:( What kind of sicko is that?
The sicko is probably between 18 and 25. He's probably white. Underachiever, willing to call atention to himself by doing crazy stuff. A fan of Death metal. Anything else? Unless you mean the picture then I'd add, is probably a fan of the art of Robert Steadman,

Or he's just a dick.
That makes me freaky to stay free some serial killers in USA.. I'am French, with Sarkozy, our president, no graffities like that anymore ! lol
creepy theres stuff coming out of the persons eyes and nose, i hope this wasnt a piece done for art therapy class...
I'm with Nina on this one. I don't care if the drawing or writing is from a song or not. Given the location of this find and the history of it, this shot creeps me out to no end. (Which takes some doing as I work part-time in the funeral business.) It's very much like that shot of the "rabbit" at one of the other child psych institutions Motts has here.
Agree with Tibervis, is like the creepy rabbit. What the f**k people?
I love cannibal corpse! and it shows an hilarious twist, since its at a children's center...haha
It was an old art therapy picture probably. Looked like Lucy from Peanuts and then said metalhead drew some blood and wrote a Cannibal Corpse song title. That's art right there. No Slayer?
Of course, technically the psych ward is the perfect place for Cannibal Corpse shit like this. The mood is perfect. Be cool to get in there w/ a generator and record some death metal./
It would make a great album cover
weird...
Awesome
Oh my god! That scared the shit out of me! I know it's part of a song, but good god, that's scary!
mmm... well the big fuzz came out the pic and the slogan but that had nothing to do with the sweet innocent original childish drawing on the wall... but one thing for sure: that vandal couldn't help the calling from the place he definitely belongs... my only concern is that he is free to leave once finished with his artistic contributions and could be sitting next to anyone of us in the bus at anytime...
anyway... don't call the author a "psycho", "sicko", "underachiever", "gross", etc.. weren't those terms totally wrong, wrong, wrong? ... I'm confused... when you're staying you are a "different", "mentally challenged", poor suffering soul person, but if your just a visitor, you can be called "psycho"??? mmm it's like concepts changing.... I know what applies, the classic "it depends..."
The sentence has no bad words... it's well thinked, structured and you even need some talent to express in such a short sentence such powerful idea, it might be even poetical and this guy could be admirable, hate him, but not for his words, but because he already has some control over you!!! .... Use that phrase the next time you make love to your bored wife and see the flames of your love flourish again !!! or see them in your bed for the first time in your life!!!... with all due respect to you all... it's just all comments are inspiring and just felt free to write like everyone. Peace :D
dude, its a cannibal corpse song. end of story.
the guy probably couldnt think of anything else to write. it happens.
oh, and Motts I neglected to mention how good you are at all of this, but its a given. you have got brass balls of enormous breadth my friend. its amazing how beauty can exist in all this straight up ugliness.
thats just a tad bit disturbing .
nasty for sure .
People need to realize that these paintings/pictures ARE NOT the work of the kids who stayed here.
We were never allowed to do anything like that.
Any drawings you find from us were done with our fingernails scraping the paint off the walls.
Most of what you'll find is names and dates instead of actual drawings.
Considering that they never re-painted the place, I'm willing to bet my name and date is still in the room up on B-ward.
I am too!!!
mmmmmm..... yum
Yummy!!! It is adicting!!!
One thing I would like to see if Motts, and anyone else who is up for it. is more pictures, document every nook and cranny.
Tak complete pictures of every room and try to get some nice pictures of the main hallways.
With those pictures I can tell you where they are and give a "tour" of the place.
Here is some more information that people may not know.
Behind this place is a play ground of sorts, and yes we did get to go outside and we did get to take hikes and "Field Trips" into town.
There is also a path that runs by the big water tower, that was the path that we took hikes on.
Out in the play ground area we also planted sunflowers.
I did find some pictures of the exterior if the admins here would like I can send them and they can post them.
If anyone does anymore pictures, the best places to find where we wrote our names and dates are on the inside of the seclusion doors, around the windows in the seclusion rooms and above the door in the seclusion rooms.
You may find some names and dates in the bathrooms too as well as the shower room.
My name and date would be in the last room on the right, down the mid length hallway that has the door directly at the end on Ward B, it would be JD '73 or '74, might even say John.
Would be on the wall to the left as you enter the room.
Some will be written like "was here '73".
Just food for thought for anyone else wanting to look for more history.
I still have to come back to this one now and then just to read the comments
-sighs- Cannable Corpse one of the first Death metal bands I fell in love with, after of course I watched All of the Anthony Hopkins movies. I wonder what it would be like to meet a cannable.
CC!
Nevermore; CC! ? Ha ha ha!
thats just nuts!, no pun attended lol
Sick mother f**ker. God I thought the Bert and Ernie was creepy. This is-just wow.
I am twenty six and this kept me up all night.
For any ones Information There wasn't a kid in there over 16 or under 2years old...
I still like my death metal...Its a positive way of addressing and recognizing the rage within..WTF i didnt make death metal popular it was all the people who werent imprisoned at gaebler..
Free people came up with those lyrics nobody in gaebler.
I was alway an escape risk and (i) much like almost everyother kid in their was..
Only the SPECIAL punks got to go outside on field trips.That was RARE;,as for the gaebler being a f-ing summer camp,,.....bulls**t john! JUST BULLS**T!
I dont know any one who ever got to go in to town either ..I dont know much of anything about you nor you me...But c'mon you gotta be kidding making gaebler sound like some vacation destination...pft please !
Gaebler School Girl,
I am NOT trying to make that place sound like a vacation.
Because you never got to go outside or go into town does not mean it didn't happen.
You have to remember that when I was there Mr. Heathwood ran the place, and unlike other people Mr. Heathwood allowed such trips.
You rant and rave about this place as though only you was hurt.
Everyone of us was hurt, but I related other things instead of the bad things, living one nightmare is enough, re-living it is even worse.
I still hurt seeing these pictures, but I moved on with my life.
And if you read the comments you will find that another person remembers the trips I talked about.
Canabal Corpse song or not i believe this person is a soft, cock women hater,like so many young idiots who think it's tough to repeat shit like this,but i agree it chills me and Motts is a good photographer to include this shot even tho it causes contraversy (spelt wrong} DG...
Well, on the bright side, at least it's not G.G. Allin.
disgusting ... to both the wall "art" and the song lyrics.
these kids were truely very sick!
this is by far my favorite picture. i can't help but laugh at everyone saying how sick this picture is. i think its rather hilarious.
John, I agree wholeheartedly w/ you. I would love to see more pics. I remember the playground out back too. I did come across some pics of it on another website. I'm not sure where now. Do you remember the path in the woods that they use to take us walking on?? Somewhere on the property is a graveyard w/ small stones, w/ only patient numbers on them. Very sad that there was a point in time that people died either here or Met State, and had no family to give them a proper burial. I remember being told that when facilities like these first opened, people that were mentally ill, or had birth defects were locked away for life, and forgotten. I would love to visit this cemetary today, just to pay respects to these poor lost souls.
Yes, I hope to take a few photos of the playground one day. I returned here at night last year but without a camera, and saw that cemetery under a blanket of fog in the moonlight, it was quite spectacular. It was for patients of Met State, and is still extant.
Wow Motts!!! I can't wait to see those pics!!
Hey John, I remember the field trips too. We went to the movies, a Clint Eastwood movie in fact, and we went swimming at, maybe Brandeis? I think that's where it was.
i think that it was just graffiti over an original painting and not done by a patient at the hospital
My team and I have taken many pictures inside and out. When we upload them, I'll be glad to send a link for all of you who wanted to see more. It would be a big help to us if someone could give us a layout or something so we can make sure we get pictures from every part of the building. It's very confusing once you get in there. You can only strap so many lights to you at once.
Also, if anyone has any personal stories they're willing to share, my email is gothicvampprince@aol.com. I want to fully document this place before they turn it into a golf course or something.
Oh my...

poor kids who had to looked at that. that would have traumatized me the rest of my life.
Great Cannibal Corpse song. :) These photographs tug deeply at how truly sad and horrifying places like this must have been.

I live in the MA area, and your work has very much inspired me to do some Urban Exploring myself, seeing how I am an aspiring photographer.
Hi Daron,
I have already giving a layout of the place, from the 1st floor to the 4th floor.
I even give the layout for the classrooms on the 1st floor from the 80's to the wood shop and printing shop of the 70's.
From the gym ther are stairs on the left hand side of the stage that lead up to the school on the 4th floor.
You can still kind of see what the girl looked like before that guy came along and drew on it...
John were you shawna's boyfriend
Hey, I am personally starting a new group in yahoo for former patients to openly discuss their time at Gaebler. Please feel free to come by and visit.


Group name: GCC2010
Group home page: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/GCC2010
Group email: GCC2010@yahoogroups.com
Shauna
You are a different shauna but I wish I was there when you got out I would love to laugh at them after someone got away. Brooks and I always tried but got caught
boiler
i wish i could of seen their faces. i never went back. supposedly the state"mass" refused to allow me to ever go back i was a danger and security risk.(roflmao)truth be known they were too stupid to catch me. love to see the offical discharge record of "where i am" or if i'm still a danger to myself & society.? its a joke we were all placed here for safety reasons and this was the worst place of all? god help massachusetts they really never had a clue
i guess instead of 'one flew over the coo coo's nest' i'd be 'one flew out of the coo coo's nest'
poor Dr. j. Meinke. Bet he had some explaining to do?
I think it was a "quota" kind of thing. Every single person I remember, never did less than 2 years and never more than 5. We weren't that screwed up that we deserved all of that. Yes, some of us had problems, some more than others, but still lock em up and throw away the key, until they had either "normalized" or aged out? Completely a conspiracy somewhere.
Yuck.
For the record, I was not shauna o Boyfriend, I was, for a time, the boyfriend of Kim C. on Ward D.
Ward A was a daycare when I was there.
What the...?
Mr. Motts,

For future reference, some of the locks on the wooden doors are the old 'skeleton' keys. I remember specifically the keys had two "wings" and a strip of metal in the middle.

If you can, could there be, at any point, pictures of the old kitchen and the Nurses office (Second Floor over the front enterance)?
Mr. Motts I remember that key from my first time there.
To John,
Yes you were Kim C's boyfriend, she was my roomate and she was awesome, she carried around the Moody Blues Album cause she was so crazy about Justin.
Does anyone know shawna w. From ward A 1988
Pookie,Former Patient,
Well now, you have me at a disadvantage.
You remember me?
Been so long ago.
I am glad that we can come together and perhaps get some closure and maybe healing too.
I think that most of us, if not all, went through hell growing up, not only in this place, but growing up in general.
I know I still have major trust issues because of "the adults" which has made me a kind of recluse.
Seems like every time I trust someone they stab me in the back.
So my trust is hard to earn, but once you earn it, you have a friend for life, unless you lie to me, then trust is lost.
John.
I think a lot of us feel the same way. I think our feeling of love and family are different from most peoples. Its nice to know that other people understand how I and some other of feel in general. Compared to. "Regular people" because it is different.
Yes it is different from so called Normal people.
When I was in Devereaux School, in Rutland, MA, I was 8 or 9 and a staff member wanted to show his power, so he grabbed me and hung me out of a 2nd story window by my feet, when the Betty ( I think her name was) came and saw what was going on, that asshole, Jon Baker, said that I tried to jump out the window and he was just trying to bring me back in.

It's crap like that that we kids went through back in those days, and who could we turn to for help?
certainly not an adult, who believes a kid?
John
After being cleared normal in court by some sick court testing. And not a "danger to the public" I got out of the system when I was 19. I recently found some of my group therapists that still practice. I told him that at times like gaebler, instead of just drilling in our heads the problems we were labeled with, they should have listened to us. He admitted that back in those days that listening to the kids was a huge thing that they didn't do.
it was nice to hear him admit that. It makes me think that things in the system are different now than what they were for us. Idk but for all the kids in the system now, I really hope so. And I can't help but think that living the way we did then, might have changed the way that kids in the system are treated today. I really hope so.
I really do hope that the kids in the system nowadays are getting the proper care they need, and not having a label placed on them.
John
My wives sister is at the home for little wanderers. The living conditions are much better but the system is the same. They drug her up and keep asking the same stuff over and over again untill they get the answer they want. Still so sad
Dennis,
it's crap like that, if they think something is wrong with you they push and push until they get you to believe it yourself.
How the hell does that help anyone?
Honestly, I think it's all about the almighty dollar.
Hell, how can they make a buck if your normal?
They have to get you to believe there is something wrong with YOU, instead of something wrong with the system or even them.
John I have so many new pics I took today. No more DQ. The place is wide open for contractors. I am bidding the tower so I was let in. I'll post the pics on gcc2010.
John,
hello, I have a really hard time myself trusting people, cause of what I went through as a child so I know ow you feel. You don't ever forget being in a place like this and the pain of it follows us for life. I took some pictures a couple months ago when I went there but, for some reason I can't seem to post them on here, so I am going to post them on my facebook. You look me up and add me as a friend if you have a facebook it's Michelle Woods-Godfroy...
when people went in there i bet a lot of screams were heard
Matt,
It's very eery and freaky in there, there is so much damage, and yes you did hear screams, but, you try to block them out, the place is trashed, the paint is falling off the walls, there is graffiti everywhere, broken doors,windows and bathrooms, it's just scary, but, at the same time, it's interesting, Boiler and I were just there on Sunday 8/1. They have started to take the building down now, Testa is there with all their equipment, so it won't be long before it's gone and just leveled like this horror place was never there, but, us former patients will never forget about Gaebler or the hell we endured., If you were there, when were you there?
I belive this a part of a larger mural of the Peanut's gang playing Base ball, can't remember where.
Jace
This is in the gym. Back left wall. Near the back stairs
Just wanted to let everyone know that the building is now gone, it has been taken down and demolished, all that is left is rubble and piles and piles of debris....
It wasn't summer camp, But I remember trips to the Wal-Lex skating rink.. We went there a few time... We would tell the other kids we were mental patients and would kill them if they got in our way... Then laugh and laugh and laugh...
Former visitor
I tried so hard to get off grounds privileges. How long did it take you to get them
Dennis,
I can't remember how one earned to go roller skating, but we did go quite a few times.
That and hikes out back of the place.
John
You needed on grounds privilages to hike out back, but everyone could go rollerskating. My last time here I got one of our old skates. I'm gonna keep it. Its really old lolt
Dennis,
I meant Roller Skating in town, not the gym.
John
I neber got my off grounds privilages. So I never went skating in town. I tried hars to get them, but they never gave them to me. Once shawna and john broke up I really tried to get my off grounds. But for some reason they never would give me them
Dennis,
I only got to go roller skating in town twice, once when I was on Ward B and once when I was on Ward D.
Only 2 or 3 times hiking.
Most of the time I was playing pool or ping pong or basketball.
I did roller skate in the gym, but not that often.
Wow, u guys were lucky to get to go roller skating at wal-lex , when I was there, they didn't do that, we would be allowed to earn off ground priviledges and take a walk to the waverly oaks park down the street, but, we never did anything more than that, we would go out back for nature trail walks to Rocky Meadow where there was a swing set & til this day, that swingset is still there...
Pookie,
Been so long ago.
I think I was one of the last ones to go roller skating in town from D Ward.
From your other comments, you said you was in the same room as Kim C.
I remember 3 of the six from that room. Kim C, A Colored Girl that was dating Mike and Sharon who had the hots for Tony.

It was Mike and I who went down to the room, Mike was there seeing the colored girl and I was there seeing Kim, Sharon was hoping Tony was coming down but Tony didn't want to.
After Kim and I broke up Kim started dating Mike.
Basically the only people I remember are Mike, Tony, Kim, Sharon, the Colored Girl, and Danny.
I remember Danny because of his god awful feet!
As far as staff, Jack the asshole, the Hook, and Willie.
Those are the ones that come quickly to mind.
The staff I remember from ward D were:
Willie
Suzanne
Robbie O'connor
Rick Glynn
Rick's brother
Debbie Aruda
Doug (liked U2)
Maria (short, chubby, hispanic)
Mrs. Henderson
Dave (he had a chinese wife who worked there also but cannot remember her name)
Marilyn Litman
Kim (she was also a nurse who was in a horrible car accident while I was there)
Phyllis Schmidt
Dr. Bender
was there,
The funny thing about me is the fact that if a person doesn't make an impression, I don't remember them.
Jack made an impression because as soon as I entered Ward D Jack wanted me to take my shoes off and get in seclusion.
Basically he wanted a fight and I almost gave it to him, but I restrained myself and did what was asked.
The Hook, because she was standing in the office doorway watching us, and seeing her working there with a hook for an arm creeped me out.
You never reveled to me who you are other then the fact that you was there when I was there and remember Mike and I going down to the girls end.
I asked you before if you was in the same room as Mike, Tony and myself.
As far as the staff, Willie, although Litman sounds familiar.
I didn't pay much attention to them because to me, they were the enemy and I didn't chat with the enemy.
I had a big problem with authority growing up, to some extent I still do.
I read a question asking what the deal was with Mr. Heathwood.
The deal was this:
Mr. Heathwood and my Social Worker Gray, were childhood friends.
Now that doesn't mean I didn't have bad experiences because I did, but it means that those experiences were not as bad as others.
Because they were friends it afforded me some protection.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I was special, I am saying that I was extremely lucky.
I guess I can come clean because my above statement is going to raise many questions.
I was kicked out of Devereux School for excessive runaways.
Gary, my social worker, was trying to get me into Kolborne School, however, there was a 3 to 6 month waiting period until a bed was available.
Gary called Mr.Heathwood and Mr.Heathwood allowed me to stay on Ward D until a bed became available.
During my time on D Ward I was not technically a patient, I was more of a guest.
I still had to follow the rules, but the rules were relaxed.
If I wanted to shoot pool, I went and played pool, or basketball or whatever.
That is the biggest reason why I didn't get into trouble when Mike and I went down to the girls end.
None of us did.
All we had to do was file a paper stating what took place.
Nothing ever became of it.
Why?
Because officially, I wasn't there.
wow john you were extremly lucky
Yes Shauna, I was very lucky.
But that doesn't mean I didn't go through tough times there.
Yummy LMFAO

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