Thank you guys for all the support.
Hmmmm, how do I say this. I'm not bulimic, it's just that my negative self-image aggravates my OCD-ness sometimes. From what you've all written I know you will appreciate how hard it was to start this topic in the first place, and how important it was for me not to be jumped on. Thank you all for that. I like to think I'm relatively smart, and some things I've done haven't been particularly that way inclined. This has been the little push I needed to get me get back to reality (hopefully). Hopefully posting about this won't come back to haunt me either.
I honestly doubt anything you posted on this topic will ever come back to haunt you. I say you are a brave person who is looking for the "little push" you needed and I hope we helped give it to you.
One of many New Years resolutions of mine is "I won't judge anyone"..... I hope you see that we all care.