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Thorazine Dream

Cecilia

My mother, a Holocaust and Dresden fire-bombing survivor and German war bride, had troubles coping w/us 6 kids, her war memories and culture shock. Instead of some gentle kindness and guidance that she needed, she was forcibly taken away (around 1963), given shock therapy, and locked in a state mental hospital for a year or two. She came out like a zombie, with a far-away dazed look, memory loss and devastating, to her, diagnosis of "crazy". She continued on the Thorazine for decades, occasionally rebelling by refusing to take it. I spoke up, asking why can't she at least just get to try to live w/o it? I now take care of her, and try to find out what I can re. long-term effects of Thorazine, which seems to be kept hidden. She is permanently damaged; on Seroquel now after being kicked out of a psychiatric ward (they couldn't handle her!).

Location: Gravesend Asylum  Gallery: Thorazine Dream

Weeping Walls

Cecilia

This is beautiful.it;s from something so obscure as a dream

Location: Severalls Hospital  Gallery: The Beginning of the End

Ward View

cecilia

these windows remind me of unblinking eyes of some kind...they are very beautiful.

Location: Riverside State Hospital  Gallery: Wonderland

Metal Door

cecilia

I'll have bad dreams about this door tonight...*brrr*

Location: Riverside State Hospital  Gallery: Wonderland

Gateway

cecilia

reminds me of a hallway in the computer game American Mc Gee's Alice...

Location: Riverside State Hospital  Gallery: Wonderland

Dormitory

cecilia

I forgot in my first comment on this batch that this is an institution, not a regular school...it's horrible to think that children lived here, :( it's so cold...the windows are even uglier from the inside.

Location: Dever State School  Gallery: Institutional

Ugly

cecilia

ewww, it looks worse than my schools did. Still, that's where a lot of the beauty is. In the ugliness.

Location: Dever State School  Gallery: Institutional

Torture Chamber

cecilia

A truly frightening device whatever it is...I agree,can't wait for your next addition:)

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Messages

cecilia

It's a sad picture...like the respirator had become the patient's home,and noone really expected them to get out of it,ever.Thank god for modern medicine and vaccines.
It's also uncanny with those signs,especially the hand-written ones.It becomes so real and close in time.

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Oddity

cecilia

But hey, it lacks a nose =P

My brain loves matrixing, it's so entertaining to look for faces in the peeling paint ;)

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

X-Ray

cecilia

Such a neat little Giger monster...

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Inside the Lung

cecilia

claustrophobia...I'd rather drop dead than being inside one of those!!

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Iron Lungs

cecilia

I want the peach colored one=),no,seriously I don't.

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Mixers

cecilia

Doesn't look too decomposed to me(reminds me of when I was 18 and worked in the kitchen at an asylum,it was about 1991 I think),when was this place abandoned?

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Autopsy Table

Cecilia

jars again...yuck.But it's a great shot nevertheless:)

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Tools of the Trade

cecilia

The jar with liquid in it is just too gross (it nauseates me, I'm having problems keeping dinner down here)...apart from it, it's a morbidly amazing shot.

Location: Linton State Hospital  Gallery: Deep Breaths

Tunnel Chair

cecilia

Into the abyss...horrible and awesome picture.Probably your best chair-shot so far.

Location: Isolation Hospital  Gallery: Flooded

Self Portrait

cecilia

toilet paper still on the roll..?

Location: Pennhurst State School  Gallery: Forgotten

Attic Light

cecilia

yep,the child at the bottom left of the window..:P,funny,someone pointed it out at a ghosthunting site.

Location: Pennhurst State School  Gallery: Forgotten

The Pool

cecilia

I can imagine they do :P

Location: The Pines Hotel  Gallery: Trip with Drie

Honeymoon Suite Tub

cecilia

70`s,70`s tacky interiors....*lol*,great shot.

Location: The Pines Hotel  Gallery: Trip with Drie

Bathroom

cecilia

Looks like it's still in use,almost...

Location: The Pines Hotel  Gallery: Trip with Drie

Lobby Stairs

cecilia

Why does these shots make me think of "The Shining"?:P

Location: The Pines Hotel  Gallery: Trip with Drie

80's Hits Laserdisc

cecilia

Can't believe you left these goodies behind;) 80's kitsch rules..

Location: The Pines Hotel  Gallery: Trip with Drie

Pit Of Oblivion

cecilia

This picture is incredibly disturbing,pit of oblivion must be Pennhurst itself...

Location: Pennhurst State School  Gallery: The Sadness