No i was never in somerville hospital however my foster mother and others tried to put me in a place in lancaster Ma the hospital was huge i don't remember the name of it though but they tried to put me in there for life i believe it probly closed down as most of them in 92. The only thing i remember of it was meeting with the dr an staff they didn't believe i was to be placed in there so my foster mother tried gaebler and was placed in.
There was a movie that placed a girl in the hospital when i saw the hospital and they said lancaster brought back the flash back as it was yesterday however there is another movie where there was a girl place in but that hospital is in Stockbridge, Massachusetts called Austen Riggs Center the place is all white like the one in lancaster the name of the movie is called Intensity whice at the end of movie the girl was placed in austen riggs. I can't stand not knowing the name of the one in lancaster.

Lol good to know your the one i'm glad that everyone is out of there and all those places are closed down! if they were up and running who knows if we would all be there still today. with all those mest up drugs we were takeing they had control of us it was as if we were in another world and after being on those meds still today my sleep is mest up up all night sleep alday or sometime i would be up for days cause that throzeen made us sleep thank the lord we out of there

Well after faceing all those hard time while there then having to raise myself by takeing care of myself as no child sould from those hard time seemed to never end after being out of there but again God took care of me i'm still breathing as long as there is breath there is life. here is what i look like today you can go to my myspace page maybe my pictures will ring a bell to someone and dennies i think i was on the first floor down the hall on the right hand side a room that had maybe 10 kids to a room maybe less. http://www.myspace.com/withinthewind

Thank God no one hasto ever go through what we did and sad to say years befor our stay the people who indoored pain and suffring with shock treament an so on then all shut down in 92 everyone is not nuts anymore the ones who were nuts were the people who put us in those place as if we were some kind of research of some kind the staff and dr's who would make us take all kinds of drugs to make us better made us zombies i was on so much throazeen and lith E M made me unable to learn from any teacher my mind coundn't grasp anything in as if they were talking my mind would be else where in thought not hearing whats being said everything i know today i've learned on my own i thought myself how to read spell and yes my spelling still not so good as you can see lol. I've took care of myself after being released my foster mother was pissed that the places were shutting down so she put me again in hospitals that woiuld only keep me for 30 days such places were marlbro hospital umass hospital worchester and she tried to place me in a place somewhere in lancaster for life a reform school i don't remember the name but i remember the place was huge and all white but the place turned me down didn't feel i was to be locked up. when i turned 15 i took care of myself lived with friends then off to ny been all over the us los angeles seattle tampa fl and always ended up back in ny. I feel like i never was a kid from the stuff i went through but i'm such a strong person from those hard times. with all those meds i was on messed up my heart i had to have a pace maker put in at the age of 17 and been through 6 of em since will be having my 7/th pacermaker put in next year. My father lives in fl my mother still lives in ma sisters RI and brothers ma an ny but i've always been by myself and the things i had to face such as pacemaker 8 hours it took em to place it in. i've only realy been close to one brother and thats my brother dan everyone else was taking away from the department of so so stealers DSS when we were 2 years of age everyone split up to other homes not hearing from them up until 1 year ago everyone is grown up but out of all this God has took care of me out of all the heartless people who did me wrong God has made me careing givging loveing in spite of all the trubbles where nobody else wanted me God took care of me. Today i just feel like there is a black whole where the hospital once stood is now gone i can understand why us kids now adults go back there now that is gone we carrie the memorries as we move on but when i see kids yelling or not treating there momy or dad so nice swearing at them brings the memories of it all back however when i see those kids i would want them to go thrugh what we did even no child sould ever be in a place as we were and today the state and system see it that way you can't even yell at a child nor hit and the school as well amen

Looks like most of you been back to that place however i never returned after i walked out that door back in 90 or 91. from my research i came across some youtube videos of the place and after seeing everything left behind such as our files i sould of just came back there to get my records.
After all you been through there and being set free what is it that makes everyone go back in there after it being closed just a hang out or what? well for the people that have been there locked up when it was open and then closed has anyone grabed paper work old files my name is jody mcmillan.

Dennis I'm sorry but i only can remember one name and that name is nick. Nick an i seem to always be tossed into tiny locked rooms him in one an i in another my memorrie of everything is photo i see nick laughing and running down the long hall he got out of the jacket again i think he was dubble jointed but he got a kick out of it and remember the staff running after him and sitting ontop of him and all nick did was laugh ah hahahaha the staff again would put the jacket on again and pick him up toss him in the locked room but this time door lock but nick got out of jacket and ponded on the door until staff would come shoot him up with thorzeen. I remember a girl screeming for hours an hours down the hall. the weard thing is i don't remember plying out side on the swings the only thing i remember of being out side is we had to eran outside and there was one night abunch of us went down the st with staff to a stree carnavil and i got a visit from my foster mom and we went up the street to a family restruant after eating they took me back. I remember being able to walk down a main st with a staff member it got busy lots of shops streets got wider I think all this was going on closer to me being release cause i don't recall being out much while there for the year and 4 months being there.

Hello everyone! I was there as well back in 1989 the only few things i remember was going to school on the very top floor and the staff restrained me while on those steep steps. also remember i could see boston skyline from the windows on a clear night. there was this kid nick with blond hair i remember he would always get out of his restringht jacket and run. I remember the backet ball room with one hoop along with a stage for behind it. I remember the screems of some girl. i also will never for get one of the dr there the head of all staff etc came and talked to me and said you don't belong here i see nothing wrong with you i told him i was put here cause my foster mother just wanted the money and not me had me put here and other brothers were put else where. 6 months later i was released but i will never forget how those staff memberd were so abuse us. That place was haunted i will never for get the evil in that place that took place of evil Spirits controling even the staff that work there to better us instead mocked us abuse us and put us into small locked rooms and while i was in one of those locked rooms i'll never for get the spirit that tormented me and the rotten egg smell ice cold evertime it appered with a weight of 1000lb couldn't screem for help i try screeming but couldn't i'm 33 now and live in long island ny i preach the word of God and as God gave his word i Give you mine everything i'm telling you is truth about that place i believe God always watched over me and got me outa there where there is darkness let there be light where there is evil let there be good and God is always good. My foster mother wanted too me in one of those places for life i went to a few befor ending up there hmm funy all those other places turn me down and when ended up here the dr said you don't belong here. anyways soon after the place close down along with the rest of em Amen. my email address is joemcmillan93@hotmail.com