Why they didnt just kill me is my only question?

I GOT TO SAY WE AT THE SCHOOL NEVER HAD THIS MUCH FREEDOM TO DRAW THIS. KIND OF STUFF ON THE BACK WALL OF THE GYM WOULD HAVE REQUIRED ALOT OF UNSUPERVISED TIME...
THINK ABOUT IT!
DO YOU REALLY THINK THE STAFF MEMBERS AT ANY POINT FOR ANYREASON WOULD BRING us CANS OF SPRAY PAINT AND MARKERS AND LEAVE US WITH ENOUGH FREETIME TO DO ALL THIS DAMAGE,..WE WOULD HAVE BUT IT WASNT ANY ONE WHO WAS EVER A RESIDENT AT GAEBLER WHO DID THESE ARTSY FARTSY THINGS ON THE WALL OF THIS GYM!
AND THE PENIS ART ALSO ,...
KIDS IN WALTHAM WHO LOVE TO PARTY LOVE GAEBLER SCHOOL...
THEY CAN GET AWAY FROM HOME AND GO TO A PLACE NO ONE WILL LOOK AND FUCK AND PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG AS WELL AS .
.ITS A WIN WIN! ROCK ON! PUNK ASSES HAVE A BLAST,...But dont make me wonder who really belongs there ,...lol!

I would just like to add that we werent able to get a can of spray paint in to the building we didnt have visitors and we had no contact with the outside world..So the art you see around in the gym was not done by the kids that were there the art was done by kids partying in the place ,..

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All this just made a kid even sicker and more emotianlly malnourished than is fair..
I am forever saddened by what has happened to me there and what happened to all the ones i loved as friends throughout my two years in the dump..I have a knot in my chest that begs to know why something wasnt dome about this bull!whoeber thought this was the way to treat emotianlly troubled kids they had it all nazi wrong..Restraint and force dont make anyone want to show resect for you who does those things,..counselors more like guards with thee big ass keys swinign all around chiming constantly to let us know we were never leaving.NEVER and i have never been able to put it behind me far enough...

Anyone up for a Game of mental institution style street ball with some violent psycopaths...i'm DEFENSE whats your play.
hahaha! i am not afraid ,..those kids werent much different than any of us,so screw you all who fear that we are not human any longer
I am still with heart! and compassion and i have loved ..
Thsi was an evil fucking place and there is no doubt about it,..evil in every sense of it EVIL

AND i am totally acclamated at the furnaled power plant ..I am an extra freddie child I even have a boiler room in my story if only i could write about it all myself..hmm
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On second look the seclusion room arent much bigger than this one..

This is a seclusion roon not a bedroom.
The kids used to put two hands against onside of the wall and two feet then shimmy all the way up to the top where the ceiling is and come down on a staff member when they open the door to look for the kid...boom its history if you dont know what to do!

Oh and yes they used it for observation and also to let air in to some of those rooms ,...if you take into account the time the buildings were built,..then think about all the piss calls that wont get answered and you got a kid emptying his bladder in the cell it stinks and the door cant be opened while a kid is in seclusion.

Yes Its Freaky,.
How do you think i felt!
No different than any other normal person in a place like that would..scared shit and I was left there for two years,..i cant even trust a lover because of what i went through here my life is devaststed by the abuse i was forced to withstand behind these bars...And i am still the most beautiful girl to ever walk through those doors..I am blessed..I dont use my Gaebler diploma can you blame me,..pls
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Oh Well let me GUess ,Any one who think this room is a patient room needs clarification it is not it is an administrative office..I would klnow its in the center building .
I sat here more times than not Talking to the oddball qwack that would rub his chin conctantly thoughout the interview of event prev to my last interview i would have on a somwhat monthly basis..I made him swear
and i luved it he was the one that shoulda been ther that nazi!

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DOEscape Aug26,86
Dont be so critical not everybody was there because they were meant to be..My family worked for the met state,My father was an engineer for the state he had my heat and hot water going nicely..My nan she worked with retarded kids at furnald tarbell hall the most aggressive of clients,..point is my family wanted me at Gaebler ..even though they never visited me they were pleased knowing i was across the street even thopugh they were never getting me out ,...but the fight they got into each night never ended and my sister was taken out of our home becasue these two people who called thenselves our parents couldnt keep their hands off of us...Violent scum.! so whatever !
sorry

I was there it could have been any one of yous to,..I see a trend here."I am too good to have had that happen to me" while my IQ is incredible..The ones who should have been there were the abusive parents that sent me there because i was the reason they drank,Suck This! ANd Screw you all,..I am beautiful well educated and HOTTT! themost beautiful girl to walk through those doors. I was given a key by a staff member and one other staff knew i had a key ,They never said a word because they knew i didnt belong there and they in there own way helped me escape to a life that was without this torture trailing me.The streets were safer than Gaebler to drop dead know it alls "It could have been you all sane and everything" From of the cooments i have seen so far leave me to doubt all the actual sanity that is claimed here,...So go awead and tell yourself your better "fuck you " WAke Up ! Youre NOt! just lucky it wasnt you,..just lucky!
I am The GaeblerSchoolGirl
I hate child abuse/abuse is for the ugly!