Does anyone remember Balinda?

To answer was there 2 . I have had alot of trouble with names all my life and the name of the teacher you mention doesnt ring a bell to me..its been a long time and only people that were directly involved with me on ward E or elsewise i actually remember like Shauna was on ward A but i remember her because she was a good friend and i saw her alot. you know what i mean? I am told i have PTSD and that has alot to do with some of my recall of names. and some stuff that i would rather not think about..so i avoid ever thinking of it...Thats the truth

I personally didnt sleep on the floor. In the way that sleeping on the floor would be thought of ..I would fall aslepp sitting in the corner with my head in my folded arms .If I went to sleep..I spent alot of yrs having trouble sleeping,...At my home I & my sister were being attacked when we slept and the Gaebler added insult to injury

Hey John Fuck Yourself ssshole i was there and i remember some of your shit too..I used to be one of the girls who slept at the edge of the door..But as i remember it wasnt trying to be with your lame ass.korea..How about titty twistin john fucking wayne..How are your balls nowadays....hahaha evil bitch i was you had it coming then and you deserve the recall now!

THIS IS THE ROOM WHERE NO BODY HEARS YOUR SCREAMS ! THIS IS THE ROOM WHERE YOU DIE MORE EVERY DAY THIS IS THE ROOM THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER A HUMAN IN..THIS ROOM IS THERE TO PUNISH UMILIATE AND DEGRADE EVERY PART OF HUMAINITY YOU HAVE IN YOU.THIS IS THE ROOM THAT REALLY MAKES YOU ASK YOURSELF WHAT'S CRAZY.
IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE FOR ME ..i DIE ANOTHER DAY AS I DIE ANOTHER WAY AT THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO WOULD NOT CARE TO SEE WHO I AM OR WHAT I MIGHT BE..I DIE MORE EVERYDAY.

A CHILD THAT SWEARS WILL WIND UP ATTACKED AND PUT IN HERE. A CHILD WHO ISNT DOING EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE TOLD WILL BE PUT IN HERE .
A CHILD THAT MADE A STAFF MEMBER MAD WILL BE PUT IN HERE STAFF MEMBERS WITH GRUDGES AGAINST THE KIDS WERE EVIL SCUM....
4 POINT RESTRAINED KIDS WIND UP IN HERE..LIKE THEY ARE GETTING OUT ..KIDS WERE STRIPPED OF THEIR DIGNITY HERE ALONG WITH THEIR CLOTHES..KIDS WERE
LEFT HERE TO WALLOW IN SUFFERING WHILE THEY SCREAMED...KIDS WERE LEFT IN HERE FOR MANY HOURS WITH NO FOOD NO BATHROOM CALLS ..SO KIDS PISSED IN HERE..KIDS LIKE YOU COULD HAVE BEEN HERE THATS WHAT KIND OF KIDS WIND UP IN A ROOM LIKE THIS.
KIDS LIKE YOU.

I COULD JUST FUCKING WELL SCREAMMMMM RIGHT NOW..THIS IS SO DISTURBING...SO WRONG!

One of the administrators rooms If i knew exactly where it was in the building i could tell you.
Dr Hanna was in charge when i was there
Dr.Wassfy Hanna This looks like his office i was brought there to see him a few times..He wanted to tak to me ...ooooooh Yes was in trouble for something he didnt like and it most likely had to do with escape attemts or to question me about things he thought i knew about that were going on.I never told him anything..He would sit and rub his thumb over his chin while he spoke to me..I almost made him swear and it was funny.

I was alway an escape risk and (i) much like almost everyother kid in their was..
Only the SPECIAL punks got to go outside on field trips.That was RARE;,as for the gaebler being a f-ing summer camp,,.....bulls**t john! JUST BULLS**T!
I dont know any one who ever got to go in to town either ..I dont know much of anything about you nor you me...But c'mon you gotta be kidding making gaebler sound like some vacation destination...pft please !

For any ones Information There wasn't a kid in there over 16 or under 2years old...
I still like my death metal...Its a positive way of addressing and recognizing the rage within..WTF i didnt make death metal popular it was all the people who werent imprisoned at gaebler..
Free people came up with those lyrics nobody in gaebler.

Its just another day.And i am here again..Glossing over the crappy existence at gaebler is the theme i see....Staff abused there power and took advantage f kids who had no one o because they could..
Too bad i lost the key to the back/front side door in pennsylvania we could just walk in ONE MORE TIME! and do what i always dreamed of.Tear gaebler down and push everything that happened there under the rug.
IT WAS A GODAM PRISON ANYBODY GET THAT! A PRISON BUILT FOR KIDS THAT SOCIETY WANTED TO FORGET ABOUT..STRIPPED FROM THE LIFE THAT WAS ONCE YOUR THE FREEDOM THAT WAS ONCE YOURS AND THE RIGHT TO FEEL SAFE THAT I CAN NEVER FEEL AGAIN...
YEAH SWEEP AWAY ...WHAT A NICE PLACE ..
YEAH I LIKE LIVING IN THE DARK GLOSSING OVER THIS HELLHOLE AS SOME KIND OF PLEASANTRY...GOOD FOR YOU!
Keep that Stress disorder alive! with denial and lies..The truth is still there lkike it or not its in my mind in my heart and forever in my soul..

Disposable And folks wonder why i am so distrusting..Gaebler was so great how could i blame anything that happened to me at that Prison camp for anything...
Maybe i really liked being stripped down to nothing and given a blanket maybe ...later much later after a few quickie peeks from some scumbags who wanted to know what i looked like naked and pissed off!..I seriously doubt i liked that humiliation and degradation i withstood.
I wasnt self abusive either so stuff that thought were !. Alot of us withstood.
Try reaching out for some connection in a place like that and wind up in four point restraints..for trying to be human..
Forget that kind of brainwashing being helpful.
I hate cops until they start to look human to me instead of jailers..